WHY. . . WHAT IF. . .

It’s hard to retain the feelings for a person who doesn’t seem to care for you anymore. . .
Where will you find the courage to fight for someone who had already gave you up? . . .

Considered as one of the IRONIES of life. . .;
“YOU HAVE TO GIVE UP THE RIGHT LOVE BECAUSE OF A WRONG PERSON”

But WHY wont we ask ourselves, why do we still love that wrong person even after knowing he is NOT the RIGHT one?!. . .

It’s a clear FOOLISHNESS of a human heart. . .
But it’s the mere FACT. . . its what we call REALITY. . .
We aim to have a perfect relationship though we know at the back of our brains, that it is something that doesn’t EXIST. . .
WHY do we keep on loving though we already knew that even from the start that we would only get HURT in the end?!
WHY do we always accept the pain though it would mean our OWN HAPPINESS. . .?!
WHY do we get so dumb that we even intend to sacrifice for the STUPID reason that
I LOVE HIM” though we already knew that they cant love us back the way we deserved to be loved. . .?!
. . .and WHY do we have to cry for those people who doesn’t even deserved our tears?!. . .

So many questions, but are all kept inside my heart. . . some are strong enough to find their answers. . . But ME?!. . . I intend to keep it to myself because too COWARD, WEAK& SCARED to all my questions such as WHAT IF’s, like;
WHAT IF he doesn’t love me anymore?
 Or, WHAT IF he already found someone else?
. . .& then there’s also a thought says:
WHAT IF he still does?
WHAT IF he has not found anyone yet?!. . .

These questions keep on lingering inside my mind, but which one will I believe in?! As far as I know myself, I am always scared of FAILURES & REJECTIONS but ive never been afraid of TAKING RISKS. . .
OF GETTING HURT. . .